Thursday, March 12, 2009
piano girl
music has been something that I could always turn to whenever I'm feeling uninspired or just empty. Recently, I've been missing my piano. I couldn't bring that hunk of love with me to college, but my acoustic guitar made the cut. But I think my first love would have to be with those black and white keys. I haven't had a longing for them like this before. All I have is my tv and I watch all these movies with piano instrumentals that I want to play. I'm going to get started and get my music-yearning fingers on the Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium sheet music. Then, afterwards, find the Amelie sheet music. Yann Tiersen is just a genius. I've basically conquered the pieces I've wanted to learn from Pride & Prejudice, so I think it's time to move forward. And if you aren't busy, just go youtube a guy named daveisthemusic. He's pretty much the epitome of awesome and I'm addicted to him right now.
Monday, March 9, 2009
chocolate day
too much chocolate in my diet today. As a college student, I ate chocolate mini muffins for breakfast. Then I had some hot chocolate at Starbucks after my lab final. And now, I'm about to bite into a chocolate croissant. Yikes. Why is chocolate so delicious?
I think it's time to start working out, which is funny because I might have said that many moons ago. Sigh. Maybe I should start saving up for a personal trainer. I think that would be pretty cool. But then again, I still have so much to save up for. Parking, books, a trip to Europe maybe, food, A LIFE. Ugh.
It's been a while since I last updated. Well, to sum up that gap, let's just say that the future pretty much exploded in my face. It's coming at me so fast that I'm not quite sure how to approach it. There are so many dimensions to it and it's really hard to just get a hold of. Hearing plans and ideas of the future totally freaks me out. I mean, I feel like I know what I want to do. It's just that choosing the path and succeeding is super hard. Super super hard. I think it has to do with my absence of the Lord in my life. I feel as if I was so much more at ease when I knew He was there beside me, someone there to rely on. I felt safe and secure. He helped me through so much in the past. I need to keep going to church to talk to Him. To ask Him for help. But now, I need Him to hold my hand through all of this "future stuff." I'd feel more at ease.
Sigh. Life sucks sometimes.
But then again, there's chocolate.
I think it's time to start working out, which is funny because I might have said that many moons ago. Sigh. Maybe I should start saving up for a personal trainer. I think that would be pretty cool. But then again, I still have so much to save up for. Parking, books, a trip to Europe maybe, food, A LIFE. Ugh.
It's been a while since I last updated. Well, to sum up that gap, let's just say that the future pretty much exploded in my face. It's coming at me so fast that I'm not quite sure how to approach it. There are so many dimensions to it and it's really hard to just get a hold of. Hearing plans and ideas of the future totally freaks me out. I mean, I feel like I know what I want to do. It's just that choosing the path and succeeding is super hard. Super super hard. I think it has to do with my absence of the Lord in my life. I feel as if I was so much more at ease when I knew He was there beside me, someone there to rely on. I felt safe and secure. He helped me through so much in the past. I need to keep going to church to talk to Him. To ask Him for help. But now, I need Him to hold my hand through all of this "future stuff." I'd feel more at ease.
Sigh. Life sucks sometimes.
But then again, there's chocolate.
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